Absynthe Minded - Fortune

My idols went with my youth
My love grows colder with age
Horizons expanding at what price?
So demanding I want to go back to my youth

I am a long way from home
The rules they won't change anymore
How could one expect that what I did neglect would come back and pull me to my roots

I'm so afraid to be afraid
I'm not afraid (to be afraid)

I'm so afraid to be afraid
I'm not afraid (to be afraid)

My heartache is no longer true
My mind it is filled with excuses
I said it too much "there's no time for the past, I am destined to break all the rules"

I am a long way from home
The rules they won't change anymore
How could one expect that what I did neglect would come back and pull me to my roots

I'm so afraid to be afraid
I'm not afraid (to be afraid)

I'm so afraid to be afraid
I'm not afraid (to be afraid)