Anathema - Are you there

Are you there? is it wonderful to know all the ghosts... all the ghosts... freak my selfish out my mind is happy need to learn to let it go I know you'd do no harm to me But since you've been gone I've been lost inside tried and failed as we walked by the riverside and I wish you could see the love in her eyes the best friend that eluded you lost in time burned alive in the heat of a grieving mind But what can I say now? it couldn't be more wrong cos there's no one there unmistakably lost and without a care did we lose all the love that we could have shared and it's wearing me down and it's turning me round and I can't find a way now to find it out where are you when I need you... Are you there?