Becca - I'm alive

Nothing I say comes out right,
I can't love without a fight,
no one ever knows my name.
When I pray for sun, it rains.
I'm so sick of wasting time,
but nothings moving in my mind,
inspiration cant be found.
I get up and fall but,
I'm Alive, I'm Alive, oh yeah,
between the good and bad is where you'll find me,
reaching for heaven.
I will fight, and Ill sleep when I die,
I'll live my life, I'm Alive!
Every lover breaks my heart,
and I know it from the start,
still I end up in a mess,
every time I second guess.
All my friends just run away,
when I'm having a bad day,
I would rather stay in bed, but I know there's a reason.
When I'm bored to death at home,
when he wont pick up the phone,
when I'm stuck in second place,
those regrets I cant erase.
Only I can change the end,
of the movie in my head,
there's no time for misery,
I wont feel sorry for me.
I'm Alive, I'm Alive, oh yeah,
between the good and bad is where you'll find me,
reaching for heaven.
I will fight, and Ill sleep when I die,
Ill live my hard life,
Ill live my life,
I'm Alive!