Blog 27 - That lady

That lady next 2 ma door Said I'm a frustrated, growing teenager She asked me if I have Any emotional problems And if I am Trying to be rebel I'm sorry dear lady It's the way I am U don't like me? Then just fuck off! She said that rudeness Is making her heart beat stop! U said It's not real But U don't know me at all How come I'm so fake to you? Without your pressure I'd be different! I'm tried of messing wid' that guy God he is so hard I'll never get to know him Coz he's not the one that rly cares I went to the doctor He said I'm mental sick! I went to my grandma She said Child give me a break So I sat there just alone And told myself Hey U be proud coz Ur Different than everybody else U said It's not real But U don't know me at all How come I'm so fake to you? Without your pressure I'd be different!