BUTCHER BABIES - Sleeping with the Enemy

I am so sick of our chemistry
And how you make me bleed
I am dry
I am drowning
I am lost
I am finding
I can lie my way through anything
And i can cry without feeling
I am nervous and numb
Filtered and dumb
But i can’t really say
That i don’t crave it that way
I don’t know what i do it for
But, i can’t have you go
Without letting you know
U am a liar
A fake
Everythig that i hate
I wish i could say i am sorry
I am sorry
Baby i’ve tried to change
But, these are my ways