Tekst piosenki
What do I do to ignore them behind me?Do i follow my instincts blindly?Do i hide my pride away from these bad dreamsand give into sad thoughts that are maddening?Do i sit here and try to stand it?Or do i try to catch them red-handed?Do i trust some and get fooled by phoniness?Or do i trust nobody and live in loneliness?Because I can't hold on when stretched so thin I make the right moves But I'm lost within I put on my daily facade but then. i just end up getting hurtagain Chorus:By myself (myself)I ask why (but in my mind i find)i cant rely on myself I can't hold on(to what i want when i'm stretched so thin)its just too much to take ini cant hold on(to anything watching everything spin)with thoughts of faliure sinking inif i turn my back i'm defenselessand to go blindly seems senselessif i hide my pride and let it all go on (then they'll)take from me till everything is goneif i let them go i'll be outdone (but if i)try to catch them i'll be outrunif i'm killed by the questions like a cancerthen i'll be buried in the silence of the answer(chorus)how do you thinki've lost so muchim so afraidand i'm out of touchhow do you expecti will know what to dowhen all i knowis what you tell me todont you (know)i cant tell you how to make it (go)no matter what it do, how hard i (try)i cant seem to convince myself (why)im stuck on the outside
