Esmee Denters: Just Can

Just can't have it, just can't have it
Said I just can't have it, just can't have it
Just can't have it, just can't have it
No I just can't have it, just can't have it
It's been about 20 days now
and the truth is that I really miss you, in my life
I heard that bouncing back was easy
but I can't seem to get you off my mind
and I know that you can't hear me
but I think about you every day
and I have the shortest memory
but I can't forget the pain,
that I felt when you when away
I can't have it both ways
I'm sorry that I said goodbye
people say I did the right thing
but they don't have to cry
I can love you for all the thing that you are
and then hate you for all the things that you're not
I want you to go, I want you to stay
but I can't have it both ways, I can't have it both ways
You used to put the S in selfish
most time the only one you cared for, was yourself
but then you go and put the A in affection
and you could make me forget about everything else
and I know that you can't hear me
but I think about you every day
and I have the shortest memory
but I can't forget the pain,
that I felt when you when away
I can't have it both ways
I'm sorry that I said goodbye
people say I did the right thing
but they don't have to cry
I can love you for all the thing that you are
and then hate you for all the things that you're not
I want you to go, I want you to stay
but I can't have it both ways, no I can't have it both ways
Hating, hate is overrated baby
so are all the mistakes we make in life
just to keep our pride..
I can't have it both ways
I really want it that way, but I love it this way
I can't have it both ways
I can't have it both ways
I really want it
and I love you and hate you
you gone then you stay
I fight you tomorrow but want you today
it's all the same and I just can't have it both ways
I can't have it both ways
I'm sorry that I said goodbye
people say I did the right thing
but they don't have to cry
I can love you for all the thing that you are
and then hate you for all the things that you're not
I want you to go, I want you to stay
but I can't have it both ways, no I can't have it both ways
I can't have it both ways
Just can't have it, I can't have it both ways
Said I just can't have it, just can't have it
Just can't have it, just cant have it
No I just can't have it, just can't have it
I can't have it both ways.