Euphoria's Depression - Untitled

We bottled it up...
Our insides shaking, we watched it explode
Now there's a mess all over
But we're both too headstrong to clean it all up

We should have opened up
We should have poured it out
But should-have's won't change anything now
And I'm looking back
But the past is just black
I want to make things better somehow

We're throwing it out...
The bond we've built up is too strong to break so easily
Leaving all of this behind is such a waste
If it means to you as it means to me...

Let's both clean this up
Let's both dream it away
To a place where bad dreams go to stay
Together, we can make it work
We can start again
Today is the first day of the rest of our lives

Do you ever think of me?

And these regrets hurt more as I try to forget these memories
Do you think of me and the way things used to be
Before you fall asleep?

Can you hear me wailing?
Damn, I miss you so much!
Where do I go from here?
When you're there and this wall between us
Is keeping us apart
I'm sorry for everything I've done
I guess throwing you away was just another way for me to run away
From facing reality
From facing myself, really
But I'm ready to forgive you
And I'm ready to start again
But do you even care that I'm sitting here crying my eyes red?