Fusion - My revelation

I close My eyes And follow my dreams Taken away By thoughts of bitterness Deep shadows In my soul No senses in my heart Mental abysms Are haunting My existence I am not the one You think to know Outside alive and kicking But inside broken down My past Comes closer And spits me In my face Events recures They'll never let me rest My will To live Is lost since many years My road To ruin Know no resort for me