Grave Flowers - At night

I want to be embraced Cause I am so sad I want to be hidden From this world I have reached the point When nothing pleases me Looking in the mirror And hate what I see At night I wake up and want someone by my side At night I wake up sometimes I want to cry At night I wake up I feel better than yesterday At night I wake up think about the things I want to say Can you tell?By looking at me I'm not feeling well I'm trapped in misery Open up your eyes Take a look at the world It's them and not me Who's are disturbed At night I wake up and want someone by my side At night I wake up sometimes I want to cry At night I wake up I feel better than yesterday At night I wake up think about the things I want to say Is there a pattern to follow I must have lost the track somewhere I'm longing for a new tomorrow Cause this night is filled with despair