Hogwash - My dear december

I remember to forget the time I may still leave that face unseen this broken mirror cuts no more through skin ('cause Ive walked on the fragments 'till they left no sign). but I still see the Me I've never met September lets joy be unconfined this time october rust will shine november makes me need her like the pain there will be wrists, there will be frozen blades to push me into the shade My bed is always left unmade no one knows what's hidden inside demons allowed me no pride and the refusal to soothe my inflictions failed I'd wish to extend my hands, the hands my heart won't set free This is a life that hangs suspended for yet another day I'm wasting away with doubts for yet another week for yet another month oh my dear december... fuck you.