Holden Avenue - Lost, not found

You are so happy now
It's your choice - don't look back
Bright future's yours
You're growing old now
Not much you could have done
You have to pay the price
What happens next?
Have your guess!
You're not so happy now
Things changed, what you've become
Is not what you've wanted
Is not what you've ment to
Whatever is today
Whatever you will fake
It won't hide the pain deep inside...
It's too late
It's all said and done
Youth might feel a bit betrayed
Take your time
It's what we've been told
Who'll go fast he will drown
Right now there's nothing you can do
Right now it feels ok to you
Hold on and think what has been done
No way, there is no turning back
You're too young, it's like you're dead
It's easy guess what happens next
Lost your freedom, lost your life
That little spark that's deep inside
Growing up? growing up, you say?