Insania - Beyond the other side

So let me tell you now What it is all about If you sell out your soul This is no game The story began some hundred years ago All of my life in fear of future Some kinda warm when he was passing by Something weird I couldn't understand So far so near, world of fear Beyond the other side Never again I should see a dawn Kill to survive my curse of future I gotta pay for everlasting life Felt abused by an only friend So far so near, world of fear Beyond the other side I'm a fool in a world of the undead Lost between the shores, like a ferryman I've seen the wars, I've seen the black death I can't forget the holocaust Enola Gay at all Thoughts of her over centuries Feelin' damn depressed, there came a little girl He stole again her blood and her mind, he used her as a sacrifice I couldn't stand it all She, so cruel, was born for murder and Liked the bloody game, 'til she realized With all her might she burned out his face But couldn't get the gift of life It's been too late at all There is no end, it's going on and on Kill to survive, eternal future Meet him again, maybe another time Another place I'll never understand So far so near, world of fear Beyond the other side But now I'm here, no more fear I'm on the other side Now you have heard it all About my rise and fall No way I lost my soul This was no game