July For Kings: Believe

The day God closed her eyes
My mother says
She felt twenty angels
That came through the window and helped him to fly
My sisters wept and I stepped
Further from faith

The most beautiful sky turned to grey
But hey, the memories seem real
It's been years since I've prayed
Still insisting
That I don't want to feel
Like you feel

I set it all on fire
And watched the walls collapse
I stand alone and tired
Now I want it back
And even if everyone is a liar
I don't want to be
Within this silent choir

I want to believe
In something
I want to believe in something

When I close my eyes
Will they come for me
Will you not believe that I
I've learned how to fly
Will I still be singing
Somewhere in heaven

I wonder if angels can cry
I hope they come for me
I hope I see something
I hope that I
Walk into the white light
Walk into the white light

I set it all on fire
And watched the walls collapse
I stand alone and tired
Now I want it back
Even if everyone is a liar
I don't want to be
Within this silent choir

I want to believe
In something
In something

I want to believe
To believe in something
I said I

I set it all on fire
And watched the walls collapse
I stand alone and tired
Now I want it back
And even if everyone is a liar
I don't want to be
Within this silent choir

I want to believe
I want to believe in something
I want to believe in something
I want to believe in something
But God closed her eyes

I want to believe in something
I want to believe in something
I want to believe in something
But God closed her eyes

I want to believe in something
I want to believe in something
I want to believe in something
But God closed her eyes

We all want to believe in something
I want to believe
In something