Lauren Jauregui - Colors

Can’t be without you
Don’t wanna be with you
And although I have tried to
My heart has a way of rejecting
What’s good for it...

I’m sorry
I know it’s tiring
All the convincing
I can be someone I feel I’m not.
Who taught me that?
That I wasn’t good enough?
Why did I let you believe it?
Why haven’t I caught your bluff?
When everyone’s gone, you can’t fall apart.
You will see it’s always been

You and I
You and I
Stay
Like the colors on the walls
Paint
But you can’t erase them all

I am startinf to see it now
It’s so clear to me now
Found out

I am actually not addicted to the drughs
I am addicted to feeling fucking numb
Thois world i am living ii
Tehre’s juyst too much to be done
To dismantle the mental
That ha sus moving
Like we weren’t made with love
Creators watching and i know that n much
Sat me down and told me to:
Stop watching, stop doing
If you don‘t listen the messages they’ll just keep koming
ignoking spirit really never helped amount to hothing so
Grow!