Lil Nas X - SUN GOES DOWN

I wanna run away
Don’t wanna lie
I don’t wanna a life
Send me a gun
And i’ll see the sun

I’d rather run away
Don’t wanna lie
I don’t wanna a life
Send me a gun
And i’ll see the sun

You need an instant ease
From the life where you got planty
Of every hurt and heartbreak
You just take it all to the face

I know that you want to cry
But it’s much more to life than dying
Over your past mistakes
And people who threw dirt on your name

Since 10, i been feeling lonely
Had friends but they was picking on me
Always thinking wjy my lips so big
Was i too dark?
Can they sense my fears?

These gay throughts would always hautnt me
I prayed God would take it from me
It’s hard for you when you’re fighting
And nobody knows it wehn you’re silent

I’d be by the phone
Stanning Nicki morning into dawn
Only place i felt like belonged
Strangers make you feel so loved, you know?

And i am happy by the way
That i made that jump, that leap of faith
I am happy that it all worked out for me
Immma make my fans so proud of me

I wanna run away
Don’t wanna lie
I don’t wanna a life
Send me a gun
And i’ll see the sun

I’d rather run away
Don’t wanna lie
I don’t wanna a life
Send me a gun
And i’ll see the sun

You need an instant ease
From the life where you got planty
Of every hurt and heartbreak
You just take it all to the face

I know that you want to cry
But it’s much more to life than dying
Over your past mistakes
And people who threw dirt on your name