Lumidee: My Last Thug

Ey yo, I'm there for you, care for you
but never fail you
and when shit get ruff I'm there to bail you
inhale exhale release some pressure
expectations so high that it's hard to measure
soft as feathers, at the same, tough as leather
and if you ask me, no one pulls it off better
listen, I ain't a sucker for love
sometimes a sucker for thugs
I find it appealing, they make living ruff
if they weak they fold, there's no need for those
there's way too many killers in the streets you know
I need one real live, to keep up my vibe
cause it's kinda hard to tame a dame if you can't ride
want you by my side now I made you a need
got so attached that night that I can't even sleep
can't get mad at you, I'll have to practice boo
even find it so hard to catch an attitude
ask ft, I'm saying it ain't coo ya see
but for now that's just how i choose to be

I don't really wanna tell ya lies
but it's hard to for me to say that I'm crying
at night done held my pillow tight
and I pray to the Lord if he make this right
I swear if you let me have him, this'll be my last one
I swear if you let me have him, this'll be my last thug
I swear if you let me have him, this'll be my last one
I swear if you let me have him, this'll be my last thug

Every type of man gets stuck in situations
now that I'm left here alone I'm waiting'
I'm patient to see what will make of his pleads
don't make this another game I played em, was cheap
I understand when it comes to the streets
not too often I speak, so if I do, listen to me
never steer you wrong plenty visions I see
won't hate on ya hustle I ain't new to a struggle
you came to me puzzled, and I put you together
wanna stay with you if it get worse or better
when we first met you said if I had to choose
would it be boots and jeans or slacks and shoes
all my life I stuck to only things I knew
and I have no regrets cause it led me to you

So I roll wit you and no one else knows
ain't worried bout how good your cash flow
I got you, you got me real like that
let's keep this right

I don't really wanna tell ya lies
but it's hard to for me to say that I'm crying
at night done held my pillow tight
and I pray to the Lord if he make this right
I swear if you let me have him, this'll be my last one
I swear if you let me have him, this'll be my last thug
I swear if you let me have him, this'll be my last one
I swear if you let me have him, this'll be my last thug

If I told you once, then I told you twice
can't be the wife of a man who can't roll the dice
you gots ta take a chance cause you live one life
if it's wrong it's wrong, if it's right it's right
ain't neva been the type to live off dreams
I stick around through happy days and fucked up scenes
don't wanna put you through pressure, so I ask little questions
stay playin it coo, just to keep your attention
this feeling' is new to me, and truthfully
at times I could say things to confuse you see
don't know how to act, so on some things I slack
want to give you my all, but then I push it all back
sometimes I'm not sure about the feelings you have
maybe it goes both ways cause who don't got a past
I guess I'm kinda scared I've never fallen so fast
but if you say you love me, then I'ma hold you to that

I don't really wanna tell ya lies
but it's hard to for me to say that I'm crying
at night done held my pillow tight
and I pray to the Lord if he make this right
I swear if you let me have him, this'll be my last one
I swear if you let me have him, this'll be my last thug
I swear if you let me have him, this'll be my last one
I swear if you let me have him, this'll be my last thug