Melissa Ferrick - The other side

Like electricity scattered Hey I don't know what I want To have come this far To just go back again To have been loved so much To actually want to love again But I forget to ask myself Hey what do I want to do? I forget to check in See the devil's got my hand And I've been out here wandering this whole time Pretending I've got me a grand plan But I told you I don't know What I'm doing It's like I'm drifting out The current's got my body But I'm too tired to swim or shout But I can see you waving At the shoreline You're calling me home But the biggest part of me Knows that I need to be out here alone and I'm Floating out here Waiting for the moon to push the tide Floating out here waiting for the ocean to carry me To the other side Get me to the other side And I'm forcing inspiration Out of fear I'll never write again But I'm out here giving away More than my body can Bluffing the whole table Holding me a pair of threes I'm dreaming drinking will fix me Thinking sleeping with you is gonna free me That my smoking won't kill me And in the meantime Look at life out there happening Cause I don't know What I'm doing It's like I'm just drifting out The current has got my body But I'm too tired to swim or shout But I can see you waving At the shoreline You're calling me home But the biggest part of me Knows that I need to be out here alone Floating out here Waiting for the moon to push the tide Floating out here Waiting for the ocean to carry me To the other side Get me to the other side Floating out here Waiting for the moon to push the tide Come on and carry me To the other side get me to the other side