Meridene - Don't Try

I was out on the back porch in my mind
just watching the sun pass into night
we passed the bottle til we got warm
and when we'd reach the bottom well we just got more

Well I always thought you would be there
keep me warm and safe from the midnight air
and when I kissed her I could swear
I felt you love me, was I unprepared?

Cause there's times at night that I realize
I hate her eyes oh I hate her thighs
when she's with another every night
who whispers it'll be alright

So I turn right back to demon drink
to wash my heart out to make me think
Of something better than the blues
of cuts and crystal of win and lose

Cause the party scene is an evil thing
it stole my heart yeah it stole my dreams
and I wonder if she really has the right
to whisper out don't try

Cause it's not gonna be alright
Cause it's not gonna be alright
Cause it's not gonna be alright
Cause it's not gonna be alright
Cause it's not gonna be alright
Cause it's not gonna be alright