Meshuggah: Abnegating cecity

Your words such unessential liesRefract my barred up eyesYou all tell me I'm confinedin my "shell of hallucinations"So try and make me realiseBreak my secure enclosureJust try and I know you'll make me laughTo hell with your damn comprehensionYou belabour me for past and present mishapsas if I had the might of alterationYou've had your trips into my brain, I know you begrudgeNow let me leave for my amenitySo you see, you whitecoated freakI don't need your allegationsInstead join me to sanity's endwith my sweet needle of salvationIncreasing needsOF MY ONLY FRIENDThe one I trustHe runs in my veinsHIDES ME AWAYUnder his soothing crustMADNESS REIGNSYou're no longer in charge of my alluring illusionsthat takes me wherever I want, myMALNUTRIATED MALICErises strong and makes me the ruler ofEARTH, WIND AND FIREas reality fades, I'm a king on cloudsThe selfpity no longer runs in my veins I'm aMALEVOLENT REVELATION please let me stay,GIVE ME MORELEFT OUT, Dragged down into emptynessDrowning in floods of misunderstandingWHY do you all look aside,You're ripping my dignity AWAYInside identity is leaking outREALIZATION is catching up on meMy needs bashes false immortalityinto my affected being...chaosCravings of delightslowly eats my soulTrapped within myselfDefraying my own liesBewalling my demiseDeep penury...internallyI feel marred by errors, can't you seemy desires are calling for meThe sovereign of abnegations,swings his feelers for a new relationCome, mesmerize my oppressive mindTear apart these vehement cravingsGive me something to live for, bring me backfrom my purgatory of obsessionsIncreasing needsOF MY ONLY FRIENDThe one I trustHe runs in my veinsHIDES ME AWAYUnder his soothing crust