Nightmare - Bildungs roman

ano koro no daiji na omoidetachiima mo zutto nokotte ita yokono deatta konseki sae nokosete ita no?mata ga kimi no koto wo shiritai dake datta no nikimi wa boku no koto wokimi to amari ki ni kakeru koto nakuharuka tooku mimamoru koto shika dekizu nizutto koi ni koi kogareta boku... sou seishundare yori mo ichiban kagayaiteta boku dake no TAKARA MONOboku wa kimi no koto wo shiritai dake datta no nikimi wa boku no koto wo kitto amari ki ni kakeru koto nakuharuka tooki mimamoru koto shika dekizu nizutto koi ni koi kogareta seishunkono amaku setsunai omoidesubete kimi dake ni tsuiyashite kita keredoyatto kimi wo sotsugyou dekisou de...totemo tsurakute kanashii kedodemo kimi ni wakare wo tsugeru yosayonara aishuu