Orange 9mm - Lifeless

Let's just end it,
It's suicide and I won't die pretending
Settling while doves cry meddling suspended,
I confess that I strayed till I found my medicine
Throwing the word love around I want to choke,
like you choked my hope in submissions yoke I'm offended
Not just the flesh shit that's regression,
the inflection of my spine was so bent and it's embarrassing
My confession resurrects my instincts till they sting me
all you did was leave me lifeless

You and I were made for nothing, maybe f**king
I used to hurt like an ugly duckling
Disrupted
Enough said, turn the page, fix my head I'm lucky
Too many people got stuck feet who should be running
I don't hate you, maybe still date you,

if fate's true the definition can't be me and you
As long as my heart beats I'm striving to live my life
The time is right watch me dive in, my confession
All you did was leave me lifeless

Spit me out when you're done sucking this
Resent you, I forever resent you, I forever resent you

Time passes and harasses the pain away,
my veins start to fade away as anger seems passe
You downward spiral and I see you in your passive aggression,
while you crush the collision smashed a villain,
my confession

Shallow