Otep - Home grown

He hurts me 'cause he cares He hurts me and it's all my fault!Roaches and cigarettes,A sink of hungry dishes.Flies in the afterbirth,I miss you when you're timid.Loving you is nothing new,It's self mutilation.I crave the pain, I'm so ashamed But I love the stimulation.The last time I died The last time I died, wasn't nearly this much fun.Welcome...Welcome...Welcome to the family This drug addict,sex fanatic,alcoholic tragedy.Welcome to the family This drug addict,sex fanatic,alcoholic fantasy.I fell down some stairs...I ran into a wall...He hurts me 'cause he cares..It's all my fault!He likes to kill small animals And blame it on the weather.Father was _______My secret name was terror.Loving you is nothing new,It's self mutilation.I crave the pain, I'm so ashamed But I love the stimulation.The last time I died The last time I died, wasn't nearly this much fun.Welcome...Welcome...Welcome to the family This drug addict,sex fanatic,alcoholic tragedy.Welcome to the family This drug addict,sex fanatic,alcoholic fantasy.He hurts me 'cause he cares He hurts me and it's all my fault.It's all my fault.It's all your fault.It's all your fault!!!!!!F**k you,you insecure piece of shit.F**k you,Now look what you made me do. (2x)F**K YOU!!!If you TOUCH US AGAINI will F**KING KILL YOU!I will make you pay.I WILL MAKE YOU PAY!Now you know how it feels.Now you know how it feels.