Pouya: Stuck in Admiration

Take away my pain and let me live another day
Hopin' by tomorrow, I can make it through the rain
We struggle with depression, drown myself in novocaine
'Cause everybody wanna be numb
And everybody wanna be someone, yuh
When the world is fallin' down around me, how can I keep myself up?
Feel that pressure on my chest, it's startin' to build up
Yuh, don't feel like myself again
All these thoughts I keep within
Keep it real, can't play pretend
'Cause I can't be nobody but myself, I know I'm changin'
Been tryna wrong my rights before I make it to cremation
Thinking 'bout my past, it got me stuck in admiration
With you, baby, lately, I've been goin' crazy with you stuck in mind
'Cause I can't be nobody but myself, I know I'm changin'
Been tryna wrong my rights before I make it to cremation
Thinking 'bout my past, it got me stuck in admiration
With you, baby, lately, I've been goin' crazy with you stuck in mind (ayy, yuh)
I been alone for too long
I know I gotta move on
You used to sing my songs
Now I hear nothin' but echoes
Gotta know when it's time to let go, yuh
Let it fade in the background
Let it die in your mind, let in rot in your brain
Don't let that pain take away your day
Can't hold on to something that you never had a grip on
From coupons to food stamps
Now I got a black Cadillac with a brand new paint job
Still run around with the AR
You made me like this, man, I hate y'all, man, fuck y'all
I'm sick in the mind with no day job
'Cause I can't be nobody but myself, I know I'm changin'
Been tryna wrong my rights before I make it to cremation
Thinking 'bout my past, it got me stuck in admiration
With you, baby, lately, I've been goin' crazy with you stuck in mind
'Cause I can't be nobody but myself, I know I'm changin'
Been tryna wrong my rights before I make it to cremation
Thinking 'bout my past, it got me stuck in admiration
With you, baby, lately, I've been goin' crazy with you stuck in mind
I get so tired driving down that same road again
My mind is bloated with some things that I been holdin' in, yuh
Got me talking to the Almighty
Asking, "Are you really there for me to help me rewrite my story?" Yuh
I know I'm blessed but my gift feel like a curse sometimes
I know I'm stressed, baby, this life don't come with rewind
In the meantime, let me remind you, I'm only getting older
No more livin' in the past with a chip on my shoulder
'Cause I can't be nobody but myself, I know I'm changin'
Been tryna wrong my rights before I make it to cremation
Thinking 'bout my past, it got me stuck in admiration
With you, baby, lately, I've been goin' crazy with you stuck in mind
'Cause I can't be nobody but myself, I know I'm changin'
Been tryna wrong my rights before I make it to cremation
Thinking 'bout my past, it got me stuck in admiration
With you, baby, lately, I've been goin' crazy with you stuck in mind