Project 86 - Spill me

My back so full of scrapeswith the miles i've walked of wastefade and fall away againstnumb my hunger to taste What's the basis for changeexcuses to feed my ego's ragecling to my comfort to clenchcontent with my sadistic wrench Find every reason not to killthe half way beastthat steals my only peaceand don't expect it to rest 'till it's homeis a naturalistic nest My back so full of scrapes(with another wound)and the miles i've walked of waste (with another scar)fade and fall away against(with another scratch)numb my hunger to taste But there is no coincidenceand there is no compromise RISEClose my grip on the floodgatesand lean on the back of the covenantsealed in dreamsanticipate the backlashuncountable grins fade to screamsdoubts an ocean away on a seathat my last mistake drowned unwillinglyand I dont have the trust to float insidethe waves that seek to spill me RISEUnrealistic idealspromises I cant keepi dont have those luxuriesand I dont have the time you do to sleepand now it startsand now it beginsive waited too long for thisfor your fear to interfere againso now my visions secured