Sik World - 7 years-remix

[Verse:]

Lately, I feel so alone
Don’t even know why I have a phone
Nobody hits me up and I’m stuck, never had someone that I could call my–own

It’s lonely walking down this road
Fake friends that I didn’t have to know
The same ones that fucked me over and whenever I need 'em and I turn around they just turn–ghost
I feel I’m at an all-time low I am depressed and it hurts me to know
My ex is happy and I can’t seem to cope She’s ignoring every text message I wrote
My anxiety’s high, my medication’s low
I am so stressed and I hate being home
I sit and overthink everything alone
I wish I had somebody to hold, damn

I’m sick and tired of putting up a front
Like I’m happy, but really I am in a slump
I try to stay strong, screaming, “I don’t give a fuck!”
But if anybody would give it, then I'm the one
I wanna put down my walls and open up
I hide behind this rapper I’ve become Addicted to bein' accepted’s like a drug
No one’s here, I feel like I’m ready to plunge
I remember you said my music was wack Teachers persuading me to try to give up my act
They said the image and the drive is what I lack Made me think maybe I could never be a part of rap Well,
I ignored that, I said, "Fuck it," and snapped Over twenty million plays, where are my haters at?
I didn’t need a label to give me a chance
The day I sell out an arena I'll feel like I’m the man
Buzzin' hard, but to find nothing
Never found someone who really loves me People comin' around now 'cause I’m gettin' money
A few plays later, now they all see something The same guy that is from the start
The same guy my ex left with a broken heart The same guy who turned music into his art The same seven-year-old who dreamt of bein' a star
I’m twenty-two, and I won’t let myself down I stood up right after I fell down It’s hard to see Heaven when you know you're Hell-bound I never really opened up and that’s until now I hope that I never lose you If I could choose one person, I would choose you I hope you understand my pain 'Cause that’s something that we all gotta go– through
[Outro:]
I hate being down this road Been down before I feel like I need you more I’m so alone Once I was seven years old My future’s all I’d imagine And now I’m here and I look back, I’m screamin', "Damn it" This the life, I never planned it No, I never planned it