Tabitha's Secret - Dear Joan

Dear Joan

I've almost forgotten
The pain in the window
Blue dress in the doorway

Dear Joan
Help me remember
The face I forget
And the traps that I've sprung

Guess I've grown tired
It's just whats expected of me
To tear your heart from
The inside to the outside
You know I was lying
I just couldn't help it
The hundred thousand times
I hurt you

Dear Joan
I wanted to say
That I'm sorry for the screaming last night
And the nights before
Well, I wanted more from this
Then anything I've ever known
Dear Joan

Dear Joan
Your face has a brightness
That I've never seen
In the years that I've known you

Dear Joan
I pick up the pieces
But some scattered too far
See, they flew when I kicked them

I know you believe
When I said it was over
You stood by me, patiently
Waiting and brooding
So deeply in love
With every face that I've shown

Dear Joan
I wanted to say
That I'm sorry for the screaming last night
And the nights before
Well, I wanted more from this
Then anything I've ever known

Once I forget
Twice I'm a fool
Three times I wrap, my hands around your nec...k

While you're sleeping
You're quietly sleeping
Sleeping and dreaming
Dear Joan

Don't walk out the doorway
Cause if you did
I believe, I could honestly kill you

Dear Joan
I wanted to say
That I'm sorry for the screaming last night
And the nights before
Well, I wanted more from this
Then anything I've ever known

Dear Joan
I wanted to say
That I'm sorry for the screaming last night
And the nights before
Well, I wanted more from this
Then anything I've ever known

Dear Joan