Tear Garden - Crying From Outside

This beating heart is yours to break
Take your sacrifical knife and cut
This lamb was born to slaughter
But I'm lying on your altar
Stilll I stare at you
With big brown sheepy eyes
I'd like to blow a kiss goodbye
Can you help me?
But you pulled away..
So I kicked away my chains and
Threw a line out to the crowd
Shouting "pull me in, please take me in..."
I'll try to understand
I'll keep my questions in a can
And my hands inside my pocket -
If you like you can lock it
I won't look you in the eye -
Will you help me?
But they pulled away..
And now I'm floating in a box without a window
So I try leaning on the wall but it crumbles
So I stumble to the floor but it liquifies
Transforms itself into nothing
I want nothing
Is that so very much to ask?
But she pulls away...