The Twang: Wide Awake

I feel the cold settin' in.
I feel the goosebumps
all over my skin.
I start to fear the worse,
I'm feeling so alone.
I shouldn't feel like this
in my own home.

Feels like my teeth are falling out,
from all the gibberish that's been pouring out my mouth.
What was I thinking?
What was I doing with that milf?
My chin is exhausted,
man, it was time for filth.

But it's

Not a good way
to start the day.
I know it's done me no good,
I don't wanna face the world,
don't know I should.
Tell myself I won't do it again,
but I know I will be.
Lying in my bed,
my thoughts racing.
Like they always have been.
Like they always will be.
Like they always have been.
Like they always will be.

And I feel that chill back in the air.
Though I can't see no one,
I feel their stares.
They've sussed out my name,
know everything I've done.
This could be our secret,
if they just don't tell no one.

And it's

Not a good way
to start the day.
I know it's done me no good,
I don't wanna face the world,
don't know I should.
Tell myself I won't do it again,
but I know I will be.
Lying in my bed,
my thoughts racing.
Like they always have been.
Like they always will be.
Like they always have been.
Like they always will be.
Like they always have been.

And the suns gone down,
I'd love it to raise.
Lets me know that I've survived.
Every noise runs down my spine.
Hit the clock to check the time.
I need a tiny conversation,
Rack my brain for explanations,
Need you here just holding me,
Shield me so they'll leave me be.
But that's the way I've always been.
And that's the way I'll always be.
And there's no fucking change in me.
Cos that's the way I'll always be.
And that's the way it's always been.
And that's the way it'll always be.

And it's

Not a good way
to start the day.
I know it's done me no good,
I don't wanna face the world,
don't know I should.
Tell myself I won't do it again,
but I know I will be.
Lying in my bed,
my thoughts racing.
Like they always have be-

Not a good way
to start the day.
I know it's done me no good,
I don't wanna face the world,
don't know I should.
Tell myself I won't do it again,
but I know I will be.
Lying in my bed,
my thoughts racing.
Like they always have been.
Like they always will be.
Like they always have been.
Like they always will be.
Like they always have been.

Need you here just holding me.
Need you here just holding me.
Need you here just holding me.
Need you here just holding me.