This Providence - Our Flag Is White

Ill run and hide under my bed
youre calling my name from outside my door but Im not ready yet
for a revolution to start in me
cause Im just scared of losing control
Im terrified of who Ill become with you
Im just scared, the world hates you
and its gonna hate me too
a cry for help rings in your ear
Im calling your name from inside this hole that Ive dug myself into
(its so wrong) my self-centered prayers
as if you dont care for anyone but me
(give me a day) thats all it takes for me to turn my back on you
the whole world hates us
the whole world hates our song
but still we sing
but still we sing along
so here I am, a wary heart and trembling hands
waiting for the words to leave your lips
this could be the hardest step that Ill take