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I still remember when I first started living this thing
And you gave me the grace to make the right decision to change
My whole lifestyle was flipped most thought the kid was insane
Even those close to me my homies wasnt feeling it mayne
But still I wanted some more, I wanted to know this infinite King
You restored my heart and your glory started to stick in my brain
I couldnt get enough of your scripture I was simply amazed
By Acts, Galatians, Revelation, 1 Corinthians, James
I couldnt fathom something would happen to make me stray away
I couldnt imagine leaving my Dad that took me from my playa ways
Who rescued me from the storm, all those gray and rainy days
The one with that amazing grace, the same one who gave me faith
But recently it seems to me that passion is fading
Its almost like I forgot my Holy Dad was amazing
And without noticing your Word, I started reading it less
Yeah Im alive, but it feels like Im just breathing to death
Im Cryin Out!
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Im crying out cause Im weak and unworthy
Lord Jesus it hurts me, Im in need of your mercy
Would you please come and restore me
To the servant I used to be
When I was just seeking your glory and was content with you and me
Im cryin out
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Verse 2:
After you snatched you up I saw that life without you wasnt life
You couldnt pay me a million bucks to go back to shunning Christ
Id tell my boys the joy of living abundant life
Read ya sword seek the Lord Id tell em to run to Christ
But my desires much less, its clear that I am such a mess
My life crumbles now I stumble and I am deserving death
At first it was just not reading but now its leading to sin
And its been so long I wonder if Ill see you again
And the sin makes it even harder for your grace change my heart up
Each breath I take is hard the separations getting farther
Im scared to pray unto my father cause I feel unworthy
To seek His face I didnt bother, yeah it makes me wanna holler
Cause everything Ive known seems to be fading away
This thing is crazy I pray that youd erase it today
And I know cant just sit idle and wait for you to do it
But I dont know what do Im crying as Im going through it
Im Cryin Out!
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Verse 3:
Now its getting even worse cause my sin doesnt even hurt me as much
Why would I leave my first love I used to thirst for your touch
For your direction of my life I loved your glorious throne
Id put myself in the back seat and seek your glory alone
But now because I love it less Im becoming morally wrong
I may look the same to all the others but Lord you notice Im gone
You know I long to come back I miss that peace I used to feel
When Id reap pray unceasingly and read what youve revealed
But Im not plus I got a minor depression that Im hating
To learn a lesson now Im waiting Im starting to question my salvation
Im nothing, Im dirt I need something to work
So Ill try the only thing that does I gotta jump in ya Word
And maybe if I read Ill be able to recapture
The things that made fall in love with Jesus, King and Master
I know itll be a struggle but I gotta fight hard
To delight in the Christ who saved me like lifeguards
Im Cryin Out!
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