ZUZA BAUM: PROJECT AWAY

I’ve been walking all day to see you
I’ve been walking with sun
I’ve been running all night to meet youI’ve been running till dawn

I was longing whole night to hold you
Putting you out of sight
Putting you in gold cage like a bird
Cause I knew you’ve got wings
And that you could just fly away

Oh that you could just fly away
All those nights I haven’t slept
Cause I knew you could fly away

You were so afraid of me loving you
Your innocence got me like I never do
Keep on giving bebe, ejecting u never said
That you are in and I thought that you are there

I kept on giving babe but you never was
Interested in what out was all about
I kept you in my narrative form
My egocentricity delayed your moving on

I’m crawling into deepest holes of my perception
My relationships, friendships - mothership of my all tensions
Getting bored of all these patterns,
Being bitch for one or other,
Leaving people like old mittens after treating them like brothers
No one told me „your bearing sucks!”
Can’t just „I wasn’t aware” wipe it off like that?
Or maybe you’re my great atonement, punishment
My retribution, femme fatale - shit, I deserve it (yeah, she deserved it!)
Somebody someday said: „the truth can be painful!”
I’ve never thought I’m gonna be the one whose ass will hurt so much!
Yeah, I fucked up thousand times, I fucked with you guys!
I’m getting rid of harness, you can start shooting now!

No one ever told me (no one ever told her!)
I think I wasn’t ready (she wasn’t ready!)
Oh no one ever told me (no one ever told her!)
I used to say I’m aesthetics (she said aesthetics!)

Bout my aesthetics - it was just like that:
If ya feel my vibe, then you’re satisfied
If you feel my legs around your shoulders, then you touch the only dimension I’ve ever know, yeah
If ya feel my vibe, then you’re satisfied
If you see my eyes, it’s a little bit too much
If you feel the cold - I need to fix it
If we are discovering me - I need to break it!

I’ve been walking all day to see me
I’ve been walking with sun
I’ve been running all night to meet me
I’ve been running till dawn
I was longing whole night to hold me
Wanna take my light back to me, I want it to be safe
I’ll let it beat inside my - beat inside my mouth
I’ll let it beat inside my mouth
I’ll let it shine inside my eyes

I’ll let it beat inside my mouth