Trauma - Unexpected Lie

All you waited for is journey
Journey to private heaven
The dream about happiness
Appears as unexpected lies
Silent killer moves through vein
Torment without end
Hell means nothing
When dependence prevails
For blinded losers
Life as undead
There is no place
For divine intervention
Standing in pain
Surrounded by walls of ignorance
I was trying to set my teeth
But I lost control
I failed to achieve
Purposes from my plan
So I closed my eyes
Falling into chasm
Unexpected lie
Promise of better life
Smooth-bore friend
And all problems passed away!