Chinchilla - Stillborn soul

I'm sitting in my room, I am alone It's so dark and cold I think that I've lost my mind Depression is creeping over my soul All that I had; I have lost; All my own fault Every new day, I hope that I will survive To stand up and to fight for a new'n better life Don't want to live in my own damn past Because it's a new day 'n' game It's a new fucking start Now a spark of hope lights up my injured mind The hope that I need for my stillborn soul Now I only need a piece of good fortune Positive and fine with a happy smile on my face But when I'm standing, I'm feel fine I get the next heavy push Cause everything will break my mind I think I'm a loser, that's right Drunken n'rotten, to die somewhere in a dark backwater Every new day I hope to survive To find a better way, to be a man in life My luck is waiting round the next corner Just need to find myself and my new mind Now a spark of hope lights up my injured mind The hope that I need for my stillborn soul Now I only need a piece of good fortune Positive and fine with a happy smile on my face