Sometimes Never - Social Butterfly

I've worn the mask
Done what they asked
For how much longer will this empty feeling last

So many eyes
That peer inside
But can they see the insecurities I hide

I justify
Live in the lie
and tell myself that everything will be alright

I've tried
But I lied to myself

I will never be the social butterfly

I cannot act the part, bad start, I have to stop pretending
I will not be the one that everyone is venerating
I tried to fly, I've tried to strut, I've tried to be fit the role but
I'll never be the butterfly, because I haven't got wings